Sometimes

Sometimes I end up in a way where no one is there to help me with my decisions.
Sometimes you make me feel you don't like me , sometimes you make me feel that you do.
Sometimes, I plan to step backwards, sometimes I'm like I would never give up.
Sometimes I feel so weird, so insecure that I feel that I'm gonna loose you.
and, Sometimes I'm like "fuck everyone ; you're mine"

I really don't know what's with me. I am unable to understand myself
How can I expect you to understand me? : /