Never look back

Enough of loving you inside
Enough of worrying for you inside,
To be honest, you were the only thing in my mind.

Enough of getting your vision
Enough for me to take a decision
to put a full stop on the short story of mine.

I know, whatever I choose is hard to get
Maybe I need a new start.
Because it goes the same way like it's ever been.
You make me dream ; and then you break my dream.

All I ever wanted was just one chance
to talk to you, to make you dream
to build our wonderland.
Seems like there's nothing left to wonder.

I just go blank these days
so now It's my chance to move on,
and change the things that I've lived for so long.

Gotta be prepared for the ups and down's
I'm gonna be through with.
No, I'm not gonna look back towards you
No, I'm not gonna think again to be with you.

It was always You + me = Never
Kid, I was to think that it was forever.

Light my life

I don't know which way I'm on, which way I'm heading. I guess I'm going on the wrong way since I'm walking alone. I'm looking for someone who could lead me home, who could make me realize I'm wrong. I' m looking for someone who could lead me home, who could make me realize I'm wrong.

I've come away so far leaving everything behind, keeping my past aside, but what I've reached is a lonely road that leads me to nowhere.

All that I wanted was someone who could hold my hand and take me to the light, show me the beauty of life, and show me the meaning of my existence.


Someone who could understand everything about me , someone who would be always there with me smiling looking into my eyes,and more than everything someone who can be a reason for my smile. 

Feels like the first time.

Days I've been into darkness..
To hate is what I've been taught to..
Days I've wanted to shine..
To pretend is what this life taught to..
Days I've been through
are hard to explain to..

Let me live the way I want to
Set me free set me free!

For once I wanna forget what I've been through
For once I wanna forget the pain life gave me , and live, live like a free bird..
For once I wanna start loving all over again..
For once I wanna start enjoying the small moments of life.
For once I wanna recollect my memories and cry them out
For once I wanna cry for everything that I haven't cried out yet.

Let me live the way I want to,
Set me free set me free.

It's time to change.

I thought you'll always be my inspiration.
leading me towards my destination..
I thought you'll always be my power..
to ignite the best outta me.
I always thought you'll teach me to love..
though you taught me to live...
Without you.

I realized, you were just a phase of mine
taking me to the brighter side.
Making me learn a-lot many things in life.

So after I learnt to live,
I learned to hate, and never wait.
I learned to ease the pain and never show.
I learned to pretend, and always hide.

Now, I'm living up a life with no regrets.
Nothing to loose, and everything to gain.

Moving ahead with the better gears of life,
Towards a better life, towards a better way.

I miss you

I see you clearly, right infront of me. Everyday, Everynight. I see you flying away into my mind stuck into my brain. I think about you every single minute, I feel complete thinking about you, But there's no clue how far would we go through. Things haven't even started yet, and  I've started to dream. I'm a dreamer.. I dream about you.


But you..
You send me to a broken state, where I cannot take the pain for long ; and then I feel numb, and then I disappear. You do it without knowing it over and over. Soon I realize I've lost you.


You weren't even mine ; it was just another phase of bad time. I Still think I would be with you, lost inside you. Maybe I din't feel the pain , when you left me ; Now maybe I will turn my back when you will need me.. I'll be hiding away things from myself , and I will try, to turn my life around.


The road to my broken feeling, is the only one that I've known, I just wanted to tell you I missed you.

Holding on to you

So now I think I've got you ;  I close my eyes and I see you passing me in my dreams that are in the sunlight. I'm running away with you ; holding you close to me by my side. When I'm with you, even in the dreams ; Everything seems so perfect, its just you and me looking into each other's eye. The world seems so vacant because its just you and me, holding on to each other, and the rest doesn't matter. I hear you calling my name looking at me ; staring me deeply in my eyes, calling me your life. I never thought that I would be loved, I've always been hurt ; so I'm used to it , you made me feel completely different, as If this moment is gonna last forever. I never thought I'd be the only one that'd make you smile. I really do not know how, but I've got you in my life, and I'm glad to live my life with you. 


Soon I hear some sound coming right through my ear ; I see an alarm, waking me up ; Making me realize it was just a dream and you're still yet to come in my life.

Perfect Imperfections

Life, its like you never get what you want, everyone wants what they don't have without seeing that they have more then others, There's always a dream to get on a higher level, like if you're riding a bicycle you'd be looking for a motorbike, and if you'll be driving a motorbike you'll be looking for a car. Greed never ends, but you should look for the thing you have, you should look down to the bicycle rider if you have a motorbike, and similarly looking to the one on foot if you have a bicycle. But Greed takes ourself to the next level and we try to get the things we don't have. No one has ever been satisfied with what they've got, of-course not even the one writing this. A Fat guy wants to go slimmer, and a Slimmer guy wants to put up weight. No one has ever born perfect, It's not that you're born perfect, It's that you should take the opportunity and work on it, for the best results, It's that you should take the chance and get what you deserve, We should not always think of what we need, but we should be happy in the things that we have. 

& If we don't get the chance, we must steal it.